Prayer & Encouragement (11.6.11)

You can hate me now...

HATE is such a harsh word…so for someone to say that “I HATE that some timing bitch!” and it be indirectly towards me is funny and for it to come from a chick that I once thought was my friend is even more funny. I never acted funny with her at any point so idk why she mad and even if I was acting “some timing” a real friend would confront you call you on that RIGHT?!?! She doesn’t think I know or hear what she is saying about me. It’s supposed to be a secret and I’m supposed to talk to her like she ain’t said anything on twitter about me. Just the week before we were kool so now…you HATE me. BHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA lets just hear all of your REAL feelings because for you to say that you are the realist but all this time you was talking about me because true friends don’t change. 2face to say the least…I ain’t even mad because what goes around comes back around. She cheating on her man sleeping with guys we work with and she told me ALL of the details. I should be the last person that you should be acting crazy with. I asked God to remove all the negative people out my life and tho I don’t have many God sho has answered that for me. And it ain’t like I didn’t know that deep down in her hatful heart that she really didn’t like me. It’s just trips me out on how it went down. God has a way of working…He knew that I wouldn’t just up and stop being this chicks’ friend…he had to break it up. That is why I am not even mad nor am I going to ask her what’s up with her. I am about to become famous so maybe she can be the president of my hater club so…

#HiHater!!!

Minding Our Own Business

This is a reading that i found by Joyce Meyer - posted December 27, 2011 on her website.

When Peter saw him [John], he said to Jesus, Lord, what about this man? Jesus said to him, If I want him to stay (survive, live) until I come, what is that to you? [What concern is it of yours?] You follow Me! —John 21:21-22

Jesus was talking with Peter about the hardships he would have to endure in order to serve and glorify Him. As soon as Jesus finished speaking, Peter turned, spotted John and immediately asked Jesus what His will was for him. Peter wanted to make sure that if he was going to go through rough times, so would John. Jesus politely told Peter to mind his own business.

You should be encouraged and take hope in the fact that Jesus’ disciples struggled with many of the same things you do. Jealousy, envy, and comparing yourself with others are childish. As with the disciples, Jesus has great patience with you. But it helps to remember that minding our own business is more than enough for us to handle.



From the book Ending Your Day Right by Joyce Meyer. Copyright © 2004 by Joyce Meyer. Published by Warner Faith. All rights reserved.

Hi Hater!!! * in my Ne-Ne voice *

I just LOOOOOOOVE how some people waste their energy on hating. Oh well you live and learn. The work place is never the place for relationships and friendships. Keep your circle small because you never know how a person who you once call your friend will stab you in the back.
#Swagg

A day in life at my job

So I over hear 2 of my co-workers today once again talking about me. LOL! So now I’m “LAME and I’m too old to be acting this way” now keep in mind that this person that is saying all of this is a person I really thought was my friend. She is someone that I was cool with but, just like I thought, she is fake. This issue has nothing to do with her at all. Now I see why I should have never become friends with this bitch. Oh WOW! It just hit me!!! I asked God to remove all of the people that were not good for me out of my life. This is my blessing! THANK YOU GOD! Now I wish that I could receive this blessing the way it’s supposed to be received. I’m not surprised nor am I hurt just a little…IDK? I don’t know this feeling. All I do know is that little voice in the back of my mind is saying…”I TOLD YOU SO!” When the Lord starts to bless you, you start to see your true friends. Even with my best friend…I find that we are slowly growing apart…Oh well…

#IGuessThatsLife

I hear ya...

You know how someone wants you to hear what they are saying without saying it to you. Yea that’s what I got today at my job. Some of the stuff that they were saying like I may lose my job "look to your left and look to your right...that person may not be here next month...hehehe you so crazy" BUT my stats looks better than theirs. I laugh on the energy it takes to try to upset me. Yes yesterday I did let it get to me a little but, that’s my own fault. I let myself get close to these people and when they treat me like I’m a nobody, I get upset. So you tell me what’s wrong with that picture. It all comes down to me. That's kool tho because I see my mistakes and I've learned from them.
#Swagg

MmmmHmmm

I guess this will be the year I lose a lot of dead weight; good and bad. The people that I associate with are bringing me down. Friends or shall I say true friends do not bring you down. These people that I’m so call cool with at work are no good for me. When they are in their bad moods its ok but, when I don’t want to be bothered it’s a crime. They think that I got my “ass on my shoulders” as one of them indirectly tweeted. And when I have something to say, it’s like I’m invisible. They talk behind my back and they have nothing positive to say about anything I do. I am going to be brand new for 2012. Hell I will be 30. It’s a shame that even at 29 I feel like this. I don’t like feeling that I have to prove something to people that is worthless. They don’t make or break me so this ends now. Time to let go of all these childish ways. I will be moving in March and I will be quitting my job February 11th if I don’t get the job I want with my current job. I have faith that I may be leave Mississippi before the time I have set to leave but, when I do leave…I’m going to be ready. I’m not like most of these people and it seems like they are all against me because I’m unique. Oh well I was born this way.

#Swagg

Hypocrite

It upsets me so much when I meet a hypocrite. I just hate that...they always quick to see the wrong in me but dont see the wrong in themselves... #Pathetic

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Family Time

Spending time with the family today!!!!

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Ugh!!!

It gets on my nerves when people complain bout somethin yet dey continue 2 b part of what dey complain bout. Its distractin 2 me & da many things dat I’m tryin 2 do n my life

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HELLO OUT THERE!!!

I know it comes off that I forgot all about this blog but that’s not the case…I’ve been busy…busy doing nothing…going nowhere.  That’s right NO WHERE.  I always say that I’m going to do this and I’m gonna do that but have not yet.  I see why now….it’s because I think that I can do it all by myself.  I plan 1st and pray later. No that’s not how it works.  I don’t have enuf faith in myself.  I have not let god work in me.  I am so sick of waiting for nothing to happen when I am doing nothing to get anything.  I have a vision of what and where I see myself but I’m not painting that vision for it to go to work.  I’m so sick of every year that passes by saying I gonna be here and I gonna be there.  I tell you what.  I’m gonna leap out on faith and let it all go…God got my back and I know that he will not lead me down the wrong path.  So intend of speaking about imma be about it.  #BAM

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PEOPLE ARE GONNA BE PEOPLE!!

I can't stand when people assume things about me. I don't do that to them why do it to me? I know I can't change rude people but I say this because there was this little girl at my job lurking my page and in-directing her tweets to me. How lame is that? Anywho I tell you I got a lot to do before I leave and one of those things was ending all this drama with this chick and come to her like a woman(again) and somehow be friends again! So much for that... Anyway she got some friends that siding with her but only listening to what she got to say and not my side of the story. My side goes like this. All month people have been ASSUMING i'm finna have a baby cuz i eat crazy stuff and i've gain weight, then my best friend is giving me drama and stuff at home is crazy so the one time I get on twitter to vent a bit...people think I'm talking bout them. #Really like I don't have enuf going on in life! I'm going to be famous one day and this is some of the stuff I got to deal with so I feel I handled it well. I put her in her place for the 2nd time. These people are done! I cant help what people say or think. Oh well and thats how i'm going to look at everything.

Going natural....AGAIN!!!

Okay...I have been thur this for almost 4 years now and still not able to get the balls up to go natural! I'll go 3-4 mos and end up giving in to the "CREAMY CRACK" as some may call it. I love my hair and it has taken me 2 years to get it to the length that it is today. I can officially say that I have long hair! It's APL! The only thing, I have thick hair but not thick enuf for my liking. I hate when I get a relaxer and my hair be soooo straight! I want full thick long hair. I LOVE BIG HAIR but I also want to be able to comb may hair and it not break off and be limp. I want that type of hair where it looks like a weave but it's just that full and all be mine! As much as I want that beautiful full long Kerry Washington or Garcelle Beauvais type hair; I also want(and need) HEALTHY hair. I understand now what it takes to get that type of hair I dream of. I know what I got to do to get there but AM I WILLING to be patience with myself? I am praying everyday for discipline, patience, a no stress worry less life. Going natural will test my (gangsta) discipline and patience. I am willing to go there in hopes of freeing myself of stress and worry. #ICanDoIt...I hope... #Blessed

My job makes it hard for me to be happy with my life and that's not good! Instead of complaining I'm going to do something about it... #GodGotMyBack

Loving me...

It seems so easy to do but it's the hardest thing in the world for me to do is love myself...I am not gonna front and act like I truly am in love with myself like I should but, I can tell you that I am VERY close to the point where I can truly say that I will be in love with myself. SOON! I am a working process. I'm not by far perfect. There are alot of things I've done in the past to learn how I feel today. I believe it's call testimonies. My past has made my present exactly what it is...a present...My future seems so bright because just like wine, life gets better with time...
#DreamingBecomingSucceeding #Blesses

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Proverbs 29:18 Where there is no vision, the people perish: but he that keeps the law, happy is he.
~~~ American King James Version

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