Friday, August 19, 2011

PEOPLE ARE GONNA BE PEOPLE!!

I can't stand when people assume things about me. I don't do that to them why do it to me? I know I can't change rude people but I say this because there was this little girl at my job lurking my page and in-directing her tweets to me. How lame is that? Anywho I tell you I got a lot to do before I leave and one of those things was ending all this drama with this chick and come to her like a woman(again) and somehow be friends again! So much for that... Anyway she got some friends that siding with her but only listening to what she got to say and not my side of the story. My side goes like this. All month people have been ASSUMING i'm finna have a baby cuz i eat crazy stuff and i've gain weight, then my best friend is giving me drama and stuff at home is crazy so the one time I get on twitter to vent a bit...people think I'm talking bout them. #Really like I don't have enuf going on in life! I'm going to be famous one day and this is some of the stuff I got to deal with so I feel I handled it well. I put her in her place for the 2nd time. These people are done! I cant help what people say or think. Oh well and thats how i'm going to look at everything.

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Going natural....AGAIN!!!

Okay...I have been thur this for almost 4 years now and still not able to get the balls up to go natural! I'll go 3-4 mos and end up giving in to the "CREAMY CRACK" as some may call it. I love my hair and it has taken me 2 years to get it to the length that it is today. I can officially say that I have long hair! It's APL! The only thing, I have thick hair but not thick enuf for my liking. I hate when I get a relaxer and my hair be soooo straight! I want full thick long hair. I LOVE BIG HAIR but I also want to be able to comb may hair and it not break off and be limp. I want that type of hair where it looks like a weave but it's just that full and all be mine! As much as I want that beautiful full long Kerry Washington or Garcelle Beauvais type hair; I also want(and need) HEALTHY hair. I understand now what it takes to get that type of hair I dream of. I know what I got to do to get there but AM I WILLING to be patience with myself? I am praying everyday for discipline, patience, a no stress worry less life. Going natural will test my (gangsta) discipline and patience. I am willing to go there in hopes of freeing myself of stress and worry. #ICanDoIt...I hope... #Blessed

Saturday, August 6, 2011

My job makes it hard for me to be happy with my life and that's not good! Instead of complaining I'm going to do something about it... #GodGotMyBack