Prayer & Encouragement (11.6.11)

You can hate me now...

HATE is such a harsh word…so for someone to say that “I HATE that some timing bitch!” and it be indirectly towards me is funny and for it to come from a chick that I once thought was my friend is even more funny. I never acted funny with her at any point so idk why she mad and even if I was acting “some timing” a real friend would confront you call you on that RIGHT?!?! She doesn’t think I know or hear what she is saying about me. It’s supposed to be a secret and I’m supposed to talk to her like she ain’t said anything on twitter about me. Just the week before we were kool so now…you HATE me. BHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA lets just hear all of your REAL feelings because for you to say that you are the realist but all this time you was talking about me because true friends don’t change. 2face to say the least…I ain’t even mad because what goes around comes back around. She cheating on her man sleeping with guys we work with and she told me ALL of the details. I should be the last person that you should be acting crazy with. I asked God to remove all the negative people out my life and tho I don’t have many God sho has answered that for me. And it ain’t like I didn’t know that deep down in her hatful heart that she really didn’t like me. It’s just trips me out on how it went down. God has a way of working…He knew that I wouldn’t just up and stop being this chicks’ friend…he had to break it up. That is why I am not even mad nor am I going to ask her what’s up with her. I am about to become famous so maybe she can be the president of my hater club so…

#HiHater!!!

Minding Our Own Business

This is a reading that i found by Joyce Meyer - posted December 27, 2011 on her website.

When Peter saw him [John], he said to Jesus, Lord, what about this man? Jesus said to him, If I want him to stay (survive, live) until I come, what is that to you? [What concern is it of yours?] You follow Me! —John 21:21-22

Jesus was talking with Peter about the hardships he would have to endure in order to serve and glorify Him. As soon as Jesus finished speaking, Peter turned, spotted John and immediately asked Jesus what His will was for him. Peter wanted to make sure that if he was going to go through rough times, so would John. Jesus politely told Peter to mind his own business.

You should be encouraged and take hope in the fact that Jesus’ disciples struggled with many of the same things you do. Jealousy, envy, and comparing yourself with others are childish. As with the disciples, Jesus has great patience with you. But it helps to remember that minding our own business is more than enough for us to handle.



From the book Ending Your Day Right by Joyce Meyer. Copyright © 2004 by Joyce Meyer. Published by Warner Faith. All rights reserved.

Hi Hater!!! * in my Ne-Ne voice *

I just LOOOOOOOVE how some people waste their energy on hating. Oh well you live and learn. The work place is never the place for relationships and friendships. Keep your circle small because you never know how a person who you once call your friend will stab you in the back.
#Swagg

A day in life at my job

So I over hear 2 of my co-workers today once again talking about me. LOL! So now I’m “LAME and I’m too old to be acting this way” now keep in mind that this person that is saying all of this is a person I really thought was my friend. She is someone that I was cool with but, just like I thought, she is fake. This issue has nothing to do with her at all. Now I see why I should have never become friends with this bitch. Oh WOW! It just hit me!!! I asked God to remove all of the people that were not good for me out of my life. This is my blessing! THANK YOU GOD! Now I wish that I could receive this blessing the way it’s supposed to be received. I’m not surprised nor am I hurt just a little…IDK? I don’t know this feeling. All I do know is that little voice in the back of my mind is saying…”I TOLD YOU SO!” When the Lord starts to bless you, you start to see your true friends. Even with my best friend…I find that we are slowly growing apart…Oh well…

#IGuessThatsLife

I hear ya...

You know how someone wants you to hear what they are saying without saying it to you. Yea that’s what I got today at my job. Some of the stuff that they were saying like I may lose my job "look to your left and look to your right...that person may not be here next month...hehehe you so crazy" BUT my stats looks better than theirs. I laugh on the energy it takes to try to upset me. Yes yesterday I did let it get to me a little but, that’s my own fault. I let myself get close to these people and when they treat me like I’m a nobody, I get upset. So you tell me what’s wrong with that picture. It all comes down to me. That's kool tho because I see my mistakes and I've learned from them.
#Swagg

MmmmHmmm

I guess this will be the year I lose a lot of dead weight; good and bad. The people that I associate with are bringing me down. Friends or shall I say true friends do not bring you down. These people that I’m so call cool with at work are no good for me. When they are in their bad moods its ok but, when I don’t want to be bothered it’s a crime. They think that I got my “ass on my shoulders” as one of them indirectly tweeted. And when I have something to say, it’s like I’m invisible. They talk behind my back and they have nothing positive to say about anything I do. I am going to be brand new for 2012. Hell I will be 30. It’s a shame that even at 29 I feel like this. I don’t like feeling that I have to prove something to people that is worthless. They don’t make or break me so this ends now. Time to let go of all these childish ways. I will be moving in March and I will be quitting my job February 11th if I don’t get the job I want with my current job. I have faith that I may be leave Mississippi before the time I have set to leave but, when I do leave…I’m going to be ready. I’m not like most of these people and it seems like they are all against me because I’m unique. Oh well I was born this way.

#Swagg

Hypocrite

It upsets me so much when I meet a hypocrite. I just hate that...they always quick to see the wrong in me but dont see the wrong in themselves... #Pathetic

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